The Friendship Once We Had

The Friendship Once We Had
08/22/07
written by:phnas

We started okay
Colleagues, then becoming good friends
Take out lunches we do everyday
Great conversations that we shared together

Days with you didn’t seem to end

But one day, you came to me
And said, “I love you more than just a friend”
I got scared and wanted to let go
Because I had the fear of losing you so

CHORUS:
I wish you didn’t say that you love me
I wish that I didn’t hear the words that would make me go away
I wish that everything would remain the same
My heart is too coward to risk the both of us
To give in to the feelings and be happy for a while
Please be the person I used to know
Bring back the friendship once we had

Am I fool to turn my back on you?
You might not understand the foolish things I’ve done
But I hope one day will come and make you realize
That I once dreamed to be forever at your side

Please be the friend I used to know
I need you, I need the friendship once we had

My Wish List

For me, celebrating my birthday means being given another opportunity to fix things up and start again. Adding a year to my age does not distress me, on the other hand, I get excited, hearing greetings from my loved ones and friends, receiving gifts and making me feel special and remembered on that special day make my heart leaps for joy.

But this year, things are bit different. It’s like I don’t feel that September 4 is coming. I’m not conscious enough that I’ll be 22 in a day time and I haven’t really planned on what to do. I just pray that it would not be like any ordinary day that would just pass by insignificantly…

Anyways, at least I've thought of some things I want to do at 22:

*to have a social life once a week (a movie with mama, eat out, meet friends will do)
*to have a time to sit down, sip coffee and read a good book every once in a while.
*to go to the gym at least once a week.
*to regularly go to mass.
*to invest on personal things.
*to save money.
*to see my daddy and half-brothers more often.
*to keep in touch with my friends always.
*to sleep and rest.
*to be madaldal.
*to write, write, write a lot!
*and hopefully in God’s will, to have “an answered prayer”.